Gerilyn's Story



i'm Gerilyn with 3 years

I'm grateful for AA I'm grateful for my sobriety

I'm even grateful that I am an alcoholic because I was NOT born "normal" I had the alcoholic mind long before my first drink

If I hadn't become an alcoholic, I'd just be a screwed up "normie" with no hope and no place to go

I tried to control my drinking, then quit drinking on my own for about a year before I found AA
From my first meeting, I knew AA was the answer to my drinking problem. It has turned out to be the answer to all my problems, even those I didn't know I had (me, a control freak?

I had tragedy strike in early sobriety in AA

My dear cousin killed herself because of her alcoholism
I had to separate from my husband because he was still drinking
Thru it all, I stayed sober thanks to AA and the wonderful people we find here

People who had been through what I was going thru

In retrospect, this was good for me. Losing my cousin and husband MADE me lean heavily on other recovering alcoholics.

I don't know what my life would be like today without AA.

I don't want to know. I'm generally happier than I've ever been.

Even when I'm not "happy," and life isn't "yippy-skippy," I have a level of peace and serenity that I never dreamed existed. Thank you all for being here. GA